Ok herein lies the problem ONCE AGAIN. i shld be doing my homework but I'm slacking off AGAIN. So what's new huh? I'm just SCARING him right now with loads of crazy talk. Sighs entertainment is rare and Lost in Translation is an excellent movie.

Sunday, October 5, 2003
10:28 p.m.

I'm convinced if I disappeared from the face of this earth, nobody would notice or care. Ok maybe some would notice but barely. It'll be like a flitting moment that occurs from time to time "remember that girl, clara?" and all would nod their head silently before moving on to the next subject. My new goal is to be noticed. Regardless, its absolutely unfair that hardly anyone gives me any recognition for my ideas and I'm sick of being stepped on from time to time. That's right, I cant have this, its not pleasant for me and honestly how am i to advance anywhere if nobody knows I'm there?? Its not like I dont participate, its just my character and my damn unmemorable face. Oh whatever, all I know is that my career doesnt need to be stifled just because I dont get recognition. I'm just gonna have to have to be in their faces...no matter what.

Sunday, September 28, 2003
05:24 p.m.

contemplating the interesting conversations i overhear on my bus rides ( no i do not eavesdrop! I cant help it when pple insist on filling the bus with their personal stories) Like last week, a high school student proudly proclaiming that not only did she go back to her ex(bcoz she found out he didnt cheat on her!) and that he would hurt himself everytime she left him alone (New gash every time), I also found out she's only there to prevent him from killing himself(psycho anyone?) and that its all about the sex. As well, she offered to loan him to her galfriends... Okkk.. weird.. not that her drop-out friends were any better..one assumed the role of the arm-chair psychologists and replied, (when asked why she has friends like above-mentioned?) "That's just how i am, I love to help people and I'm pyschic bcoz I know who's calling me before i pick up the phone.." YEAAAaaaa oOOOooK. BTW she's also a VIRGIN. Obviously one would not think twice about DECLARING that not once but 3 BLOODY times. But then again, maybe I shld be more sympathetic ..afterall not all of them have access to showers..

Monday, September 15, 2003
03:00 p.m.

There was rain today. Big fat droplets falling in between my toes. Felt wonderful after the long absence and I can only hope that it spread to the raging forest fires. I must be the only freak wearing flip-flops in this weather. But i dont care, I loved how one droplet of rain would lightly tap the skin of my toes. The weather is definitely changing. goodbye my summer. hello rainy,stormy autumn.

Thursday, September 11, 2003
01:16 a.m.

Bah, Damn fox. Damn them for actually daring to show Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon in a dubbed format. How disgusting. Not that the film was that spectacular anyways but damn just leave foreign film in their own language. Agh, Its so appalling and not to mention ridiculous to hear it dubbed.

Sunday, September 7, 2003
07:33 p.m.

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